What Do I Want Most of All?

December 2, 2017

I am at a cross road where I am asking myself what do I want more security or freedom? Do I value TRUTH, what is REAL over FEAR of not surviving? I know what I want more than anything else and  it is time to go deep enough inside myself to find the part of me that wants what is, TRUTH, FREEDOM more than it wants to be secure, comfortable, more than I want to be safe.…

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To Give Yourself Heaven ~ The Gift of Lack

Falling in LOVE with ALL OF ME. This means a moment to moment opening, receptivity to my ALIVENESS as what is. An acknowledgment of what is to be sacred. An acknowledgment that what is to be me. Yes, in it’s entirety. No matter what is, it…

November 28, 2017

Ordinary, the New Extraordinary

I learned I had to be extraordinary. Superficially. On the surface, I was taught that I had be special. Absolutly everyone of us are taught this in our life. Because being special is safe and being safe means belonging and belonging…

November 20, 2017

What Is It Like To Be Me?

I wanted to attempt to in a way see the process I have been in for the last month. I do so because the human journey of awakening fascinates me and my own process of going deep into sadness, fear and anger (all…

October 31, 2017

The Gift of Sadness

So I woke up this morning, really just like I have every other morning for quite a long time. Just this sort of “ho-hum here we go again” kind of feeling. Depressed? Maybe a little. There is never a “reason” for…

September 25, 2017

Being Nobody

I write about facing emotional pain and the absolute grace that comes from embracing it all and I do just this in many of these articles…face and process emotional pain real time for myself and for you. I believe that every…

September 20, 2017

Who Do I Belong To?

I write about facing emotional pain and the absolute grace that comes from embracing it all. I believe that every single ounce of suffering we experience as humans is sacred and when met and embraced, it leads us into greater expansion,…

September 13, 2017

Hate, Fear and True Love

I write about facing emotional pain and the absolute grace that comes from embracing it all. I believe that every single ounce of suffering we experience as humans is sacred and when met and embraced, it leads us into greater expansion,…

September 6, 2017

Falling in Love with All of Me

“Vulnerability is the essence of connection and connection is the essence of existence.” – Leo Christopher I had no idea when I began my journey of self discovery at 19, that what I was truly doing was becoming whole by slowly…

September 4, 2017

Telling the Truth No Matter What

Truth, honesty, transparency…those are not things I could say I was ever good at. Wait, no…these were not ways of life for me at all. Unfamiliar territory to be honest. It isn’t like I walked around telling lies consciously, but unconsciously I was a…

October 14, 2016